Sunday, September 20, 2009'♥
Loved the company. Loved the chat. Lets do it sometime again this weekend (:Labels: peace be with you.
Saturday, August 29, 2009'♥
The stalk of rose that is still in my room reminded me of you one day. The petals were all dried up and wilted. I picked it up and realised the stalk broke into two. It was precious to me. So i taped it back. I didnt want it to break cos i still wanted to keep it. However, no matter how much tape i use, it still broke into two. It wasnt like how it was when i first saw it.That stalk was like us. If you know what i mean. It was beautiful at first but when it broke into two, it could not be fixed together again. No matter how much i tried, the stalk still remained broken.I realised it was no use spending so much time fixing a broken stalk back together because in reality, it could not be fixed anymore.Labels: Because a guy like you is impossible to find.
Sunday, August 23, 2009'♥
Everytime I try to take a stand at allI see your face again and I fallIn the middle of the night there's the scent of a roseThe smell of your perfume I supposeBut we can't change the way we feel insideAnd every try at love never turns out rightWe both know it's better if we just let it goSo let's haveOne last kissOne last touchOne last tender moment between usOne last danceTo our first songWhile pretending there's nothing wrongLet's stay here for awhile andCherish every moment we're in denialWe both knowIts better if we just let it goBaby if we met each other under a different skyMaybe then things would be much better between you and IWe could always hold on to this one special thing we shareBut it would be too much for us to bearLabels: let it go home.
Thursday, August 20, 2009'♥
Just have a few words.Hi Chinese Syllabus B. Welcome to my life ((: I may be harsh on you because i simply just cant stand the sight of you. You may not be a person. You're a subject. Still, i hate you! Good-luck-Chelsea!P.S You finally told me what you wanted to say all along. Thanks! (:Labels: We'll be playmates and lovers.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009'♥
So i had a rough day yesterday. Mugging in school probably paid off. I'm excited :-D Whoohoo! I plan to stay back everyday in school to study. Good idea? Maybe.As usual, have problems sleeping so Fabian texted me a bedtime story. Its lame! Wait till you read it.'Once upon a time, there was this young boy. He was very lame. His name was fabiano. He talked to this girl named chelsean. He thought he was damn funny by telling her he had a bedtime story to tell. But by the time he came up with one, chelsean went to sleep. The end.'Thats Fabian's lame side for you. So not funny but i managed to sleep eventually. Not bad Fabian! Tell me more!I'm tired so i decided to write a note to self from Glenn Frey (:
"When you remember those nights in his arms, you know you got to make up your mind. Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you or are you going back to the one you love?"P.S Just ask. I will wait.Goodnight.Labels: I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
Sunday, August 16, 2009'♥
Is it all over between us? I'm still thinking of you. You might know that. I cant sit around and wait any longer. I've got to know where we stand. You are definitely not in the same place as i am. I cant stand hoping for something that will never happen. Is this the way it will end? Do we have to end it this way? Doesnt it matter to you at all?I might not be able to do it. I'm still leading a life where a word from you can break me. Is it only me? Are you living in pain like i am? Tell me, wont you? I've been thinking. I cant go on like this. One of us has to close the whole chapter. Is it too late for the both of us? Are there no more chances for us? If there isnt, let me know. So i can move on. I wanna know what's going through you head each time you hold me close to you. I want to know what you're feeling. If you ever come across this, do not hesitate to tell me the truth.
For the last timeP.S iloveyou.Labels: questions left unanswered.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009'♥
If i let you go I will never know What my life would beHolding you close to meWill i ever seeYou smiling back at meHow will i knowIf i let you goLabels: I think now its time for me to give up.
